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the heat is getting to me. of course, the sun is definitely my enemy, for i have cursed it, and it ran away the past 3 days of this memorial weekend. only to peak out today in blazing glory. On top of that, i didn't get to eat my first meal of the day till bout an hour ago. Prior, i was guarding dy's car (for it had died in the parking lot of Circuit City with the windows rolled down). Insead of going next door to buy a battery (what he needed) he went to CC and bought some surround sound speakers because they were on sale. then he got the battery, all this time, i was standing outside in the hot ass sun for over an hour. As he then asked me what i wanted to do next, i told him, 'i want u to take me home'. He looked hurt, offering to go shopping (i wanted to check out XLarge & Xgirl) and took me to McD's for lunch. I just made a poopy face. "What's the point with going shopping with u? U hate it anywayz, and will just get as irritated as i am now." And that was it. Now i feel bad again. Damn you girlie bitchness, and DAMN U sun! This holiday was mediocre at best. Oh yeah, now i am an online Amplitude player. Cyber challenging is my new vice. Thea Spits out "saves the day" @ [04:26 p.m.] on Monday, 05-26-03 just woke up from last nite's fiasco. I went to Bang! with Mr. Eff to score some vip passes. This entitled us to get into Bang! free, if we ever make it out there again before 1030. Dy stayed home, due to severe asthma attacks he's been having the past week. It hurts him just to breathe. u_u Highskol drinkin' in the car with my ghetto jam jar, plastic cup, and brownpaper baggin' beer, we never saw the inside of the club till 12am. That gave us 2 hours of dancin for the cover price of 12$ each. Thanks tyson! you are such good sport for paying my way. ^_^ The club was ultra pack. And we were all rittahz, so we headed straight to the dance floor to boogie. After a crazed skank to Let's Go Bowling, i feared for my life, as i knew that my body was not getting any oxygen event though i was panting like a dog. We hung out in the smoker's zone (hey! even they had cool LA foggy midnite air, and combined with the 2nd hand, that was breathable). after a couple of my dances in the oldies and electro rooms, we split round 145 and headed for Torung. Mr. Eff was again feeling generous (especially since i spent all my cash at frickin' bougise Gelson's on the liquor) and we ate some real tasty egg rolls, latd nah, and blessed glasses of water. Rolled home round 3 somethin, then crashed. Last nite was a good nite. Sorry tyson, don't think i'm gonna make it out to OC today. Eat some L&L for moi! Thea Spits out "" @ [01:01 p.m.] on Sunday, 05-25-03 yeah! it's the start of a long weekend. no need work on monday, and i have lots of shite to consider. Just when i was questioning my loyalty to my current job, who decides to call my ass and offer me some freelance work on the side? Yep, so-unstable-tokyopoop. Like i said, i have a lot to sort out this holiday. on the other hand, i'm stoked that et-chan has sold all her tees and now knows that she is in high demand. And i will make it my mission to be productively helpful to her any way i can. *^_^* now the most current decision to make... Should i attend Synthetic tonight? i'm just so tramatized by the scientologist actors who frequent there... Thea Spits out "avenue d" @ [05:48 p.m.] on Friday, 05-23-03 on my way home from work, i perchanced to glance up in my rear-view mirror as i switched lanes, and the strongest beam of sunlight shot into my right eye. I had never experienced this before (a child, i had sometimes looked into the sun to find out why it was so evil to do so) for it was somewhat painful. And i wasn't even looking at it intentionally! it decided to wage war against innocent me, and for that, i demand justice! For if in the near future, i am forced to wear an eye patch like a bizzaro version of 'left eye' i will be very pissed. it is a definite fashion no-no. i vow to wear sunblock daily from this point on. it might take my eyes, but i'll be damned if it takes anything else. Thea Spits out "green velvet" @ [07:35 p.m.] on Thursday, 05-22-03 my laziness compels me to list an email, rather then type out the same shite. An email reply from Tino: haha... did it do like the kungfu movies and wipe its face and look at the blood, and nod? hehe. u should setup a webcam pointing outside at the squirrles. i would love to see u pelting em live. > From: Thea > Date: Tue, 20 May 2003 14:34:13 -0800 > To: tino > Subject: YEAH! > i did it! i nailed a squirrel in the face! > He was sitting on the chain fence, just sitting there, and it was starting to piss me off. cuz i put a pile of peanuts right on the brick ledge thing and he was just staring at me. So i threw a peanut at him, and totally missed. > then i threw another one, under handed this time. and it hit him right on the nose! he just jerked and gave me the evil eye, then sort of lunged forward at me, and i ran away back inside the building. > yay! i have good aim! > it wasn't hermonie nor postulio, it was the one with the big testicles. > ~t Thea Spits out "saves the day" @ [08:46 p.m.] on Wednesday, 05-20-03 my mom always told me in broken english, 'if you can't say someting nice, just shut your mouth then.' that is why i have been neglecting my entries this past weekend. It has nothing to do with Dy. He realized he was acting like a jackass, and we made up. All i can say, is that i will be updating my resume and portfolio tres rapidement. Thea Spits out "t(i)nc & refused" @ [08:50 a.m.] on Tuesday, 05-20-03 and guess who buzzed my apt. last nite at 12am. *sigh* he was stinky drunk, and very sorry for waking me up. I felt myself screaming on the inside. I thought he was gonna cry because of something another coworker said to him about spilling a drink. He looked so pitiful, i could only comfort him and tell him to just crash for the nite. And i tried to cry to let out my fustration, but i couldn't. on the other hand, i woke up late this morning and my right eye was leaking. I thought i had pink eye, but i could open it and it wasn't so pink. It was as if only my right eye felt like crying. Then at work, Hermonie the squirrel came up really close to me to eat some seeds! i threw some on her back and tried to get it stuck in her tail, but to no avail. Thea Spits out "weird euro dance mix" @ [11:45 a.m.] on Thursday, 05-15-03 and now i feel bad for writing what i just did... fuk Thea Spits out "" @ [11:05 p.m.] on Wednesday, 05-14-03 i have this uncanny feeling that Dy suspects something, not that he should suspect anything. And it is irritating because it makes me feel all panicky inside. On one hand, i don't want to 'baby' him, for i'm starting to suspect that this relationship i'm in is somewhat lopsided. But on the other hand, i feel bad and want to fill him with emotional support because he cannot handle be left alone... arrgghhhh.. sorry, not explaining too well. *sigh* but he's becoming real needy within the past 2 days. Maybe he can sense my unsettling dream and feels that by being more clingy, i'll 'settle down'. When i told him a couple days ago, i wanted to go to home this summer for maybe a week , he got this uneasy look in his eyes and held me in a tight hug, saying he felt funny about that idea. Today, he got to go to E3 for work, and when i got home he called me, all wasted, telling me he and aaron was walking to the metro to head back to his pad, to then head over to Boardners to meet other peeps. I was like, 'cool, i'm waiting for vivian to call me cuz i'm hanging out with her tonight.' then he calls me again, while i'm showering. My answering machine tells me in a drunken slur, the same daft thing he said in the first conversation. THEN, he calls me again, at Boardners, telling me he's there with all his friends and wanted to see what i was up too, how my day went, and that he was on Mong's cel so couldn't talk long.... waht was the point in all that? i know i must sound so nit-picky, but you have to understand, he does these little things all the time! or he'll tell me things like, 'u know, you are the only person that emails me at work'. (?!?!?!) Why does he tell me these things? sometimes, i get freaked out, cuz i feel like, this is it, he has chosen me and now i'm set in this certain course of life. I will become his bride and we will live in this wooden house (he likes natural wooden things) and have some dogs, and if he gets me drunk enough and they invent new ways of giving birth without pain, then i'll shat out a couple of cute kids and then i die. oh god, i think i'm having a conniption, and it's times like this, i wanna tell him; look, i'm having fun in this relationship, but i'm not serious at all. Please don't do this. and i know, if i told him something vaguely similar to this, it would devistate him. Thea Spits out "wierd dj mix" @ [10:35 p.m.] on Wednesday, 05-14-03 I think i caught andy's cold. Felt pretty crappy at work today... I was irrate and very evil in my emails to him as well. Or maybe it was because i felt icky waking up this mornin'. I felt like talking to no one and longed for an isolated room all day to ponder the meaning of my angst. This whole crappy day was set off yet again by another dream last nite with him in it. In this scenario, he was telling me about his girl problems and how this last gurl sent him this obscure email saying that he didn't meet her at this place where she told him too, and so she was dumping him. I felt really bad and giddy at the same time cuz i was full on crushing on him. But then i woke up all irrahs that i had dreamt about him AGAIN. I mean, come on. It's like the 10th fuking time, and i'm getting real sick of it. I want to find out what triggers his appearence and kill it immediately because i'm starting to question my sanity. And i hate questioning my sanity. How much longer will this last? Why won't it go away? Maybe i have an obsession problem. Or maybe it's my phone conversations with Kraka. Thea Spits out "dandy warhols" @ [06:53 p.m.] on Monday, 05-12-03 Last nite a bunch of us went to club Bang! for Tyson's bday. It turned out really well. Ty said it wasn't as packed as usual becuz some new 80's club opened the same nite, but it was comfortable enough for our dancing pleasure. Though i have to admit, it was a first for me to want drinks to keep me cool, and not for their alcoholic value. And the scene isn't as pretensious as Synthentic. Not a stomping pirate or waving fairy in sight! Dy and i might actually check it out more often. Drinks were a fackin' rip, but free shite was great. It was the Blur's cd release party, so they gave away posters, buttons, stickers, and compilation cds from virgin. me snaggy snaggy and made of with tha bootie... unfortunately, dy had a hole in his pocket. so all lil' buttons escaped. We all stayed till the end, then headed over to Fred 62 for drunkin' greasy hunger. I ordered extra crispy bacon and hash browns. it totally hit the spot. Sleepyness overtook, and Philip was nice enuff to drop us all home in his rad van. oh yeah, happy mom's day. Thea Spits out "yeah yeah yeahs" @ [04:28 p.m.] on Sunday, 05-11-03 I recall at one point in my life, i was severely addicted to pocky. I had to eat at least one packet a day. Didn't matter if it was Men's Pocky, the regular, strawberry, almond, mocha, cocoa powdered,,... i loved them all. And it seems that my addiction is back with a vengence. last nite, me and Dy went to witness ADULT's performace at the echo. As he met me back at my apartment, he exclaimed, "oh, you're so cute! I like the way you did your hair!" i made bangs with pigtails. Off we went to the Echo only to witness a horrendous line. Luckily, i bought tickets earlier and had will call, so we felt special going straight up to the door and walked in. We really dug the first act, Ghost Orchird, and even got the drummer's sticks as he chucked it out into the audience. One rolled to my feet, so i scooped it, while the indie boy standing next to me caught the other. Then he held it out to me, "want the matching set?" *smile*, must be the hair Magus or whatevah his name is, went up next, and all i can say is that we really wanted to take pictures of this freak. He was an entertainingly bizzaro, from the geeky/otaku strand... finally, Adult took the stage and performed round 1230-ish... bout time! They play more dark & punky live then their album makes them out to be. It was real good. And i wish i enjoyed them more, but instead i had 'hoppy the pirate' dancin' next to me and stepping on my toes every other beat. I had to watch myself, for his arms swung wildly about. Almost to the point of madness, i was close to ripping off his glasses and punchin his neck, when the girl infront of me (she was smaller too!) got fed up with his ungraceful abuse and shoved him away, screaming obscenities at him, then sent a rain of blows to his shoulder and arm. He quickly danced away from us. Then up stepped RainBlow and his fairy posse. The 'Waving Fairy' took the pirate's place and proceeded to wave dance to Adult. By their last song, the Fairy made a mightly leap into the air and landed squarely on my toe. I told dy i was going to the bathroom and hobbled off to the side couches defeated. I must have looked really pitiful, for a 'the strokes-like' cutie boy came up and wanted to shake my hand. i did, then went back to rubbing my foot. He then wanted to shake my hand again, only the second time, he didn't want to let go. I gave a weak smile and yanked my hand back. He left and i hurried to find dy waiting for me by the bathroom doors. Damn this hair cut. it's gonna get me in trouble with dy... you're mod! How can I label you? Thea Spits out "bell & sebastian" @ [1.15 p.m.] on Wednesday, 05-07-03 happy birthday momma! i tried calling home. I feel like ET. My cries go unheard. Oh yeah, my parents went to my auntie's house for dinner. oh well.... Oh yeah, and happy boy's day! i must indeed also give praise to Mr. Mad Libs himself, one very special Tino Valdez. Why, he is the comedic genius that made such wicked mad libs via email. If only i could have every workday filled with his mad libs antics. It flew by quickly, although i got some distubing looks from Robert, who was constantly hearing my snicker evolve to a full on, bust-out laughter every few seconds. and where is mr. marchal? i cannot find my beloved anywhere. maybe he's pissed that i went to see X2 without him. oh yeah, i just came back from witnessing cinema ecstasy. i cannot really talk about it because i'm still in awe over it. damn... Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test Thea Spits out "happy b-day mommy!" @ [11:00 p.m.] on Monday, 05-05-03 so i have still yet to see X2. the longing is hurtful to say the least. But what Rudi, Karen, and i did end up seeing on friday (because 2 different megaplex theaters showing X2 in 5 different theaters where completely sold out for the nite) was 'A Mighty Wind'. And i have to say, it was VERY enjoyable. My aspirition to be, Parker Posey, was extremely geeked out in this lovable tale of folk music. Random lines and expressions littered and glittered the movie to no end. I loved it. Karen loved it. I think Rudi loved it. It was a great substitute for missing out on X2 on opening nite. in other fashion news, i was shopping at the Urb.O in pasadena and came across a Teenage Millionare tee in the mens sec. for the low cost of 10 bones. And my fabulous discount thanks to Can-j, and i picked up the shirt, amongst other things, for 6$. Can i say wicked or what? Thea Spits out "some random dance mix." @ [11:19 a.m.] on Sunday, 05-04-03 last nite i had the most bizzaro dream ever. Filled to the rim with drama, suspense, and just plain wierdness... It all started that i was driving with Dy and i saw Emmy Tsui's younger sister lying on the road. So i swerved around her and pulled over to see why she was like that. The car seemed to slid to the side to a hault. When i got out, i noticed half of her hand and some fingers attached lying bout 5 feet away from her and blood everywhere.. even on my tires and on the low side of my car. I started freaking out. I ran around cuz obviously there were people gathering now, and started yelling the question, 'Was she like this before? Was she like this?!?!' then i ran back to the car and started freaking out on Andy, saying that i totally drove around her and didn't mean to run over her hand, etc.... he told me to get out of the car and run. As i did this, he drove the car to some deserted alley, where some friends of his took the car to clean it up. Then he met me in some shady apartment like hotel, where i decided to hid out. But the wierd thing is that i called Emmy and she came over to talk to me about the stiuation. Then about a week later, her mom sent me a letter, explaining that she was sad that her daughter was now deformed, but she knew i didn't do it on purpose and forgave me. But i knew that the sister still held a grudge and was out to kill me or at least take revenge and cut off one of my hands! so i was living in fear and total regret for driving so fast (but i wasn't really). Given some more time to think about the situation, i realized that maybe i didn't do it, and that it was a whole set up because the family business was failing. and so the youngest sister was the family lamb, set out to fuk up my life and put me in debt (from being sued and hospital bills i felt obliged to pay) for the rest of my life. i hate that dream, it was chaotic and it had put me on edge all morning. I feel so bad for no reason. it is as if my dream was a channeled experience of some hooligan. Thea Spits out "refused" @ [09:15 a.m.] on Friday, 05-02-03 I'm hatin' all the emotions within me today. i hate the feeling of being idle. Both the 'lazy' and 'inactive' meaning of the word. And i'm starting to feel both at work nowadays and it makes me feel antsy. i hate the fact that certain things bring back certain feelings that you'd thought had died a long time ago. Why can't they just die? I makes me question the situation i am in, and i don't like that. i hate creative blocks... and with my new creative toy, the badge-maker, i have this unlimited resource of creative output, and i can't think of a single design for a button. I'm entertaining the idea about making a C*nt button for the final party nite so all the regulars can have a momento of the era, but will have to discuss with kraka. I think it'll be super rad, though.. Thea Spits out "" @ [06:42 p.m.] on Thursday, 05-01-03 ![]() Orlando Bloom: you like them dead sexy, with an orgasmic accent and looks. *drool* Which guy are you destined to have sex with? Thea Spits out "" @ [08:41 p.m.] on Tuesday, 04-29-03
What swear word are you? Thea Spits out "furi kuri st" @ [08:16 p.m.] on Tuesday, 04-29-03 yay! 3000 mark!. gotta mail my parents' combined birthday gifts today. Just had some lunch with rudi, discussing the yummy episode of Smallville that will be on tonight. Can't wait to see Clark, burning nekkid and mad. ^^' yowzahs! Thea Spits out "asmatic squirrel hacking..." @ [01:40 p.m.] on Tuesday, 04-29-03 ikea is the devil's work. but time and time again, i feel the need to go to it's hellish realms to endure its burning fustration aura. This past weekend, i was feeling much more masochistic then usual and went there twice with Dy. We both wanted to deck someone after walking out. Damn you swedes for never stocking your USA stores. on a brighter note, i bought my Adult tickets today as well as received my badge maker kit. I will start mass producing buttons for FakeCake and my own whims. Thea Spits out "le tigre" @ [05:55 p.m.] on Monday, 04-28-03 i do not like to answer phones. In the office, i have no clue how to transfer, hold, or send to voicemail, and at home, fukin solicitors make up 3/4ths the calls i receive. i was scarred from Imagistic when i temped there for 2 hellish days as their secretary. I just moved to LA and Chan-Jew asked if i wanted to do it. I fucked things up and pissed off alot of people with my phone in-etiquette. For all my suffering, the pay was good. Made 230$ for 2 days of work, but they might as well have stuck pins under my fingernails. Same bloody difference. Thea Spits out "pretty girls make graves" @ [01:24 p.m.] on Friday, 04-25-03 still can't get over the fact that i got to see 'Taxi Driver' on the big screen on film made from the actual negatives. Showing at the Egyptian on saturday, with a Q&A with the cinematographer Michael Chapman, it was nothing but super clean in all it's gritty glory. Fakkin' A. after it was over, i wanted to fling the rest of my unused popcorn at the nerdy film buffs as they walked out and shout, 'i'm not part of your elite movie world, but indeed this lowly being was here tonite to witness the glory with you'. um,.. yeah. Thea Spits out "angel theme song" @ [09:12 p.m.] on Wednesday, 04-23-03 the gigantic bag of passe' whopper easter egg candy temps me. this is its 15th thea temptation today and it does not help that the office has made an unsaid unanimous decision to make me the keeper of the 'fat bag'. It is the evil that started the creation of my love handles for this is the office's 4th candy bag. I curse ye in all its delicious wickedness... Thea Spits out "sleater kinney" @ [01:58 p.m.] on Tuesday, 04-22-03 finaly, after 20-somethin' years, i'm watching my all time favorite movie as a kid, "The Sea Prince and the Fire Child". And even though it is quite boring and un-funny, i find it charming and cute. My search for this video has spanded over 8 years, but finally came to an end with the help of ebay. if my shirt changed images with my mood, it would picture a happy clam. Thea Spits out "---" @ [03:11 p.m.] on Saturday, 04-19-03 this is what i wrote in my frantic drunkin state in the synthetic club: okay i have ths therey no. i feeel like he's really a scientologist because he knows so much . that fuking illonise actor!!! FUCK him. I (heart) dy. and waht if he used his mind games? or wat if i'm parrahs rain blow stole my money and i'm haveing a realy wired nite But its been fun. I feel as if my drink was spiked with som fuk shit. I don't know how many people i meet but earlier some one smelled good an they played gravytrain FUCK! p.s. Mong gota miss kitten cd and all i got was a comilation and i'm that one that tipped rainblow that cheap bitch. p.p.s have to make mong a comp. ppps have to stop mixing drinks blahhhhhhy :P Thea Spits out "fukkkkkk offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff" @ [02:05 a.m.] on Saturday, Ground Zweo i feel so spacy right now.. i comehome to hair clippings ans gin and juice in my bathroom sink. so i feel as thought i need let out all the shite in my head and talk about my nite. i don't feel bad. because all the time that 'actor' guy was trying to talk me up, i was thinking that i loved dy. Yes, he is the guy of the moment. i cannot say man jist yet, cuz that word still scares me/ Me and mong went to synthetic toingt. and i kept having illusions that dug was there.......... so in my compulisve behaviour. (my eyes hurt right now..) i had to rite down shite at the club and bummed a pen off of the door dude. to write down things i knew i'd forget... god damn mong got the miss kittin cd that i wanted and i got a shitte compilation from 1 of tha ho dancas. so parrahs parrahs by the endof the nite Thea Spits out "fukk uuuuuuuuuuuu" @ [01:55 a.m.] on Saturday, 04-19-000000000003 i've been thinking about meeting up with etsu in tokyo for her show. The thing is, i have a strong feeling that work won't let me take off the amount of days i want. what i want is a week 1/2 - 2 weeks. given that i started late jan, my history with the company has been brief, and for me to take such a vacation would be what robert coined 'un-protocol", reinforcing he felt it the same way i felt it. And then i told him my thoughts further as i obsessed over the idea last nite. Since the time i've known etsu, this has been the first ideal circumstance for a trip to japan. To be able to go to tokyo with her, and style/profile in a kool atmosphere. All the previous trips were to visit and do family things. For me to have gone with her all those times would have been awkward for 1. i don't speak fluent japanese and 2. she would have to be with her family all the time and they do not live in a major city. So i realize that this is a very good opportunity to experience the hip'er side of japan. She will be showcased at a gallery with other prolific and awe inspiring artists. So the alternative is, should i cut the days i want to ask for even though considering i will loose a day making a trip there as well as crushing all plans to make a brief stop over in hawaii to visit my rents? goddamnit.... then there poses the argument, if i'm not gonna be there no more then 2-3 days, then what's the point in going and wasting the money for tickets etc... then i started getting angry thinking that yeah, they wouldn't let me take off that long, so i should do it the punk rock way and just quit. For this opportunity is much more important to me then a steady job. I told this to robert and he agreed, adding to my fuel that what if i didn't go and then they fired me a week later? Answer: i would then turn homicidal. I dunno, i like my steady calm life right now, but then again, this could lead to something bigger (like maybe moving up there) or it could turn my situation sour (coming back broke cuz i spent all my money and have not job to return to). I dunno, have to meditate a bit more bout this. but have to decide soon... Thea Spits out "mount sims" @ [08:08 p.m.] on Friday, 04-18-03 i am obsessed with tha' Heat... Thea Spits out "hot hot heat" @ [07:07 p.m.] on Thursday, 04-17-03 i dreamt last nite that i was hanging out with Brad. and in this dream, he was all excited because he found out that Ryan Mcginnley was gonna be the new campagn designer for Banana Republic. ???!!! i don't know where the mesh of names came from (brad, banana...), but i do know that McG was in it cuz i read Zak's journal earlier that nite. Funny how really nosequential things end up in my Dreaming. the nite before that, i dreamt that Vivi died and i was totally upset in it. Oh Rudi, you are the light o' my life! (ssshhh, don't tell Dy.. tee-hee) Thea Spits out "the pillows" @ [05:15 p.m.] on Thursday, 04-17-03 so hungggrrryyyyyy... need food. need hummus and pretzels.. need pizza... need pepsi.... and i'm soooo sore from doing the 4-6 weeks to a bikini body with the pilates rubber bands and ball. yesterday was the first workout and i'm being punished today for being so out of shape. Damn my flabby, girly-man figure. Thea Spits out "bob marley" @ [12:32 p.m.] on Wednesday, 04-16-03 they are neat. but not like joe the mod. Thea Spits out "system of a dooowwwnnnnnnnnnn" @ [11:16 p.m.] on Monday, 04-14-03 i refuse to waste space talking about the absurdity of people, still protesting the war. What war? geez, even the neo/modern hippies need to get jobs. you'd think they'd learn by now that in 10 years, they'll realize they do like luxuries and start converting to upper-mid class amerikans... poot* The weekend was kool. Hung out in Al-Ham with Rudi. She made me food and entertained me for my pleasure. On Sat, i went to J-town to buy Dy a clear plastic head-shaped coin bank. Helped Dy pack and move some stuff to the new crib & saw mr. Eff's band play on sunday. He's actually really good. Too bad some of the songs in general weren't... BRING BACK FEVER BONER!~!~!~! (p.s. viv, he want's a copy of your tape) Thea Spits out "system of a down" @ [10:50 p.m.] on Monday, 04-14-03 I am contemplating on having some 'women' oatmeal for lunch today. It's suppose to be loaded with nutrional additives that specifically make a lady's body better. The past week i've eaten nothin' but crap (as well as thrown back a few last nite with Viv at Tantra), and i feel like i should do something good. But at the same time, this 'woman' meal seems kind of creapy. The name alone evokes strong estrogen levels that will make your breasts grow like ballons, your personality become catty, and instill ideas to get your nails done and eyelashes curled. *tremble-tremble* Thea Spits out "sleater-kinney" @ [01:12 p.m.] on Wednesday, 04-09-03 yes, it is hot. Hot as the devil's pawed hooves. The heat is making the bees in the back patio of my workplace roam for nectar. I saw a yellow jacket pass by my window round 2 mins ago & won't be setting foot outside for awhile. damn u bees. i hate your stingy ways... And damn u daylight savings. i am sooo frickin' tired today. 'Course, didn't help that i was at OC's hell from 1-1130pm yesterday for work. Disney's Cali Adventure really does suk. And yes, i am typing this at work. not because i dont have a shite load of work to do, but because i dont think i'll be logging on at home anytime soon. I'm such a rebel. i'm such a bad ass. i'm such a dork. And my momma is truly a lovely person. A bit crazy, but she can be so awesome sometimes. Like when i was a kid and my friends would come ovah. She was the nicest, kindest, sweetest mom ever (till they left...*) But yeah, i got my #1 Louis Vuitton Spring 2003 limited edition pouchette yesterday via FedEx at work. My coworkers gave the 'oh, that's nice...' -i-don't-care-but-i-really-do-and-hate-u-inside reactions. Now i have to decide what format to send the money to my rents for it. And i decided to start on my 'summah body' this week.... yeah! Thea Spits out "hot hot heat" @ [04:21 p.m.] on Tuesday, 04-08-03 i cut my hair. i cut it real short. Visiting my friends in cool places makes me get into a frenzy, especially when the friend is etsu. She brings out the crazy in me the most, and so i cut my hair. Dy was sort of against it, but it was settled in my mind to get rid of my dead, splitting duo color locks for a shorter, spunkier look. As the girl made the first major chops, and as the pieces started accumilating in my lap, i had another crazy idea to eat them. I mean, at the time, it was a logical idea, because i was getting something cut off of my person, and if i consumed it, i would thus inherit the nutrition and minerals i put in to growing my lengthy hair (i think the pieces were like 7-8"). THis idea didn't go to well when i shared it with the others, Dy questioning exactly how close did the gurl cut to my head. poop* but in the end, i look better then before, my head feels lighter and ready for summer, and Dy luvs the cute-C cut. And the trip was kick-ass, but i wish it was longer. There seemed to be not enough time, as sat. & sun was plagued with rain and freezing temperatures. Major themes of the trip were Etsu being bi-polar, being chan-jew at an all-u-can-eat sushi house, the threat of SARS, expensive but delicious room service fries, awesome cable tv., and me trying to do some decent shopping but ending up buying jack. Oh well, dy had so much fun this time (and the air even cleared up his cough!) that he wants to go back in a couple of months. I'm so game... Thea Spits out "nothing" @ [11:05 p.m.] on Sunday, 04-06-03 OMG OMG OMG!!! i just got my bag from the UPS guy. I love it~! i love it! I LOVE IT!!! i even love the box it came in and the ribbon that decorated it, .... Thea Spits out "weezer" @ [01:00 p.m.] on Thursday, 04-03-03 pack pack pack.. will the anxiety of such a chore ever leave me alone? Tomorrow nite, me and Dy are headin' off to beautiful BC. From what Kat told me, cases of that mysterious AZN sickness have been croppin' up amongst the chinese population up there. Damnit, that Micheal Jackson cootie mask will not do justice to my winter wear... poo. and i love my mommy. She called me last nite to tell me that i'm getting the hottest thing in the spring, ultra fabu, LV-murakami bag. Actually 2 of um!! Instructions from her was to choose the one i want, and sell the other one. but i think i'll be reimbursin' her instead. Kami-sama, i'm such a spoild kid! Thea Spits out "at the drive in" @ [08:15 p.m.] on Wednesday, 04-02-03 Just got back from the Vegas trip a couple hours ago. Man, i'm beat! Contributed from clubbing from friday nite till 2am sat, then waking up at 730am to drive to vegas, to spend 1-7pm in the Nevada desert in the heated sun and chilly evening; eating a hearty stew beef platelunch in downtown Cali casino; to drinking and cruzing the NY-NY & excaliber casinos till 1am. Woke up at 8am to nextdoor's tv. then driving from 10-3-ish to get back home. The Ska Summit was fun, me and the gurls couldn't stop staring at all the fashion victims at the event. Can we say the kids nowadays should attend HTA (hot topic annonymous)? But never the less, they were having a good time. Highlites of the event were give by Let's go Bowling, Go Jimmy Go, Fishbone, Nevile Staple (from the specials), and Selector. We left after the first song from Voodoo. I was shivering like a mothafuk and we were all pooped. But one of the unexpected highlighted highlights was the MC battle. Sheeeett.. we watched the 2nd round and it was brutal! and i got to see a goth/punk breakdance live during the BD qualifying round. Wonder if he was in the MM 'tainted love' vid... sooo tired... but i gotta finish my da's panda gift tonight, so i can send it out tomrrow. Hope it doesn't turn out deformed like the rest of my troops. Thea Spits out "the vines" @ [04:20 p.m.] on Sunday, 03-30-03 so i got me tickets to tomorrow's Tokyo Night 2003. 2 rooms, one hip hop with dj Krush, othah' prog. trance/electro with dj Tsuyoshi. Hopefully the shite will be tight. I'm rollin' with all the lush boys: Dy, Skillz, and Bukake and secretly praying Rudi will join. And then Saturday, if things go to plan, i'll be in Vegas with Mong and Jess at the Ska Summit. Can't wait to skank in sin cite' with the gurls... Thea Spits out "stiff little fingers" @ [08:53 p.m.] on Thursday, 03-27-03 went to see Colin's one-man comedy show at Fake with Gary. He's so hyper-bizzare and anti-capitalistic, it's awesome. Also picked up a pair of tickets for Tokyo Night this friday. I wish Rudi would reconsider and come along with me and Dy. Can't watch the news anymore, i feel like such a dick for carrying on in the everyday 'ho-hum' while thousands of civilians and soldiers have died today. A nagging feeling kept me worried all day. I hope to god i'm not as 'sensable' as i think i am. and work is a slow numbing pain since i realized i've been staying 30 mins extra of my normal workday from the time i started at Ad-V. No one told me it ended at 5:30pm. that's what i get for ASSuming. Thea Spits out "the jam" @ [10:53 p.m.] on Wednesday, 03-26-03 keep them for other people, like a secret they don't want to tell, but they want everyone to know." ~M. Manson oi! how true is this... Well, this is eh very delayed change in layout. hope i won't get bored of it too soon. Johji "crazy eyes" is my first creation! Kawaii!! Thea Spits out "Mr. Manson" @ [09:30 p.m.] on Tuesday, 03-25-03 |